So, it turns out that my hopes that I would be more motivated to move out because of my situation were kinda misplaced. I have absolutely no motivation. :(

Worse, my CPN is telling me that as I no longer live in their area, they need to discharge me, although they can transfer me to the Community Mental Health Team here. This is bad for a number of reasons, but first and foremost is that I'm not sure what this means with regard to my GIC referral. I have mail redirection in place so there's no problem there, but if my psych care is being transferred here, presumedly that'd mean that the GIC would need to re-secure funding from *this* PCT instead of the Berkshire one, which would add more delays and possibly more psych appointments, I suspect.

And then, when I move back, I assume the whole thing would need to start over a third time. I really, really, really do not need this. :( It's bad enough that I'm here in the first place, I don't need salt rubbed into the frickin' wounds.

It's times like this that I wonder just what *is* the point in carrying on. :/ I'm not happy and I'm not going to be happy for a long, long time. In the meantime there's just a whole bunch of stress that I don't need.

Can it be happy time nao plz?